March 28, 2010

Momma emailed me this cute poem, and since I hate forwarding emails, I thought I'd just post it here. It's likely that you've seen it before, as it is a fairly old chain.

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there..

I've been having heart-to-hearts with quite a few different people lately. Thanks to everyone for the encouragement and advice that I've received during these chats. Since becoming single I've had a chance to get closer to everyone else.

My sincere wish for the next while is that things will smooth out and the drama will be over. I'm sick of being sad and angry. If there was a way to make everyone happy, including myself, I would take it without hesitation. It seems, however, that that is impossible and I'm either going to hurt myself or somebody else. Hence, the dilemma. I don't know what to do and it's killing me.

Unfortunately my monetary situation is rendering me ... lame. April is going to be a very expensive month and somehow I've got to get through it. It might be that I have to sacrifice some outings, food, etc. and even borrow some money to keep myself going... but somehow it will work out. I'm looking forward to the ways I am going to spend this money that I'm trying so hard to hold on to.

Posted by RJ Haely at 8:49 PM